zac just told me he’s moving to california this summer for college.

i don’t know what to do.

i remember last summer him going off to college here was hard.

he is my BEST friend and i just don’t know.

this is exactly what happened with kaitlyn.

i’m extremely happy for him because that’s what he’s always wanted to do.

but just the thought of him not being here, physically, is just…. i don’t know how to explain it.

i’m not sad.

yet.

i’m just scared.

not scared of him being gone, scared of losing the closeness we have formed over the past year.

i don’t know.

i’m gonna miss the fuck out of him.